Abstract
This article describes a study that used a qualitative methodology to capture the lived experience of individuals who grew up in Ultra Orthodox and Chasidic communities and left to explore a new path. A target sample of 19 individuals, mostly from the New York area, was used. Non structured individual in-depth interviews were conducted to learn how these individuals perceive, describe, and interpret their experience. Thematic analysis of the interviews was conducted. A major theme that emerged in this analysis referred to the process of leaving. Four phases were identified in the process: 1) initial questioning; (2) growing doubts; (3) beginning to share selectively with a small group of trusted others; (4) revealing a new and altered identity. These phases are discussed and illustrated. Implications for intervention and for future research are suggested.